Love you Lady P! xx

The ‘right thing’ seems sometimes to be the more painful choice because it is at a cost to that devilish temptation to follow what you wanted right then in the moment without thought to the long-run. You were strong then to refuse them, as you are still strong today.

LadyP xx

I would rather keep my best friend than risk losing her or somehow ruining a friendship. I knew they that the nature of their relationship meant we could not share a sexual relationship that would be healthy and mutual. They were monogamous and Emily never really understood just how much I felt for her. Other negative emotions on all sides would leak in and if I became too attached to the relationship, ultimately I would be the one left on my own loving a girl I could never have, whereas they would still be together.

Love can turn bitter if you let it. I didn’t want this to happen.

I’m glad I chose this as we are still friends more than ever today and that means more to me than a few threesomes.

Thank you for your question, made me think!
Mia x

I have a question and I sincerely hope you won’t see it as me being prying or nosy. Also, if you choose not answer the question for any reason that will be okay. The question is this: I am trying to understand your refusal to rejoin Emily and Mike because you feared becoming their sex slave seems at least to me, as I an outsider, to be at odds with your post titled “What I Want?” If I’m mistaken or misunderstanding you, then please set me straight.